The I'm Sorry magazine
For Olivia

for Olivia
from Ryan, who is very, very sorry
Hi Olivia.I wrote this eleven times. The first ten were full of explanations. This one only has the truth: I was wrong, I hurt you, and I miss you. All I'm asking for is a few pages of your time.

this is me, trying my best

You told me it mattered, and I treated it like it was small. I raised my voice when I should have lowered my guard. And when you went quiet, I told myself you were overreacting, because that was easier than admitting I let you down. You weren't overreacting. You were hurt, and I was the reason.
today's readingoff the charts

the only thing I want back: this.
the walks, the pasta, the milkshakes, the you




The real one, the one that sneaks up on you. I want to earn it back every day.
Sleepy, crooked, always first. This quiet week has been so loud.
You tell me the truth even when it's hard. You deserve the same from me.
On every walk, down every street. It fits. It always has.

still us
we're so much bigger than one bad night

pinky-promised, Ryan
redeem
anytime ✂
valid for Olivia only, no expiry



us, on repeat ♥

this is who we are.
that night was not.
Dear Olivia,
I don't want to be the guy who wins the argument. I want to be the guy you can come home to, even on the hard days. Especially on the hard days. I'm sorry for the words, the tone, and the silence after. You deserve to feel safe with me when things get loud, and from now on, you will. Not because I wrote it in a magazine, but because you are the best thing in my life and I forgot to act like it.
all my love (and a lot of sorry),Ryan
p.s. the peonies are already in water.

I'm sorry, Olivia
and I love you. Ryan
The I'm Sorry magazine, made for Olivia
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